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Ruined Before Finished – Coming Out Backwards


Experimental blog has made it’s way to a very surprising fork in the road. Blogger. Blogging. American. Poet.


I’m writing a book.


I started this book, well, I started writing on a computer Sept. 30th – Oct, 1st, and wrote all the way up until October 12th, 2017. It’s official date of inception was August 23rd, 2016 in which details a survivor story… where, I’m the survivor.


I’ve made a lot of mistakes. My life isn’t peachy, but I’m not a murderer. Nor am I a filthy rich anything special, but a girl with a very terrible story, that also happens to be true.


Preparing to be called a hoax, an actor, a narcissist, and anything else in between, I believe my crimes are petty compared to the claims I have to make. Such as a government sending “look-alikes of dead family members” who’ve recently died. Sometimes the suspected espionage lookalike is holding an object that is further coincidental to my belief that said dead family may have been murdered. It’s difficult to explain, hence a book.


Copycats have already arisen. However, what my book reports is actually an Ancient Roman warlord tactic, in which a person is followed around and lead to believe they’re not safe using symbols or simply paying people to be rude, thus running out the unwanted person out of town or worst case scenario to a forced suicide.


My book will suspect that the tactic explained above, known today as cognitive infiltration, may have easily been used to force political Internet activist like Aaron Swartz to commit suicide. My book is an extreme case of not only cognitive infiltration, but a list of other atrocious offenses.


The largest mistake of my entire life will have been that I trusted a man named “Robert Lyn Dampos.” Dampos has yet to respond to my 10 months of pleas as a pedogate Hollywood victim.


America’s history is being written, and it is torture for everyone involved.


My story will entail and eventually expose how the CIA, FBI, NSA, Hollywood, Google, most all social media, mainstream news, all radio stations (including non-profits), hospitals, police, festivals, and security of private companies can all be infiltrated, bought, and used to not only target and stalk groups of labeled individuals (activists, artists, whistle blowers, journalists, etc.) can be tormented and abused without proper investigation for stalker type behaviors.


Essentially, I will explain through my own experience, how someone as simple as a blogger who’s opinion is  that “American warlords are #1 largest terrorists …” is indeed true.


I suffer PTSD after what happened. Although, what happened was so very large, that I already had a handwritten journal, that if I died, which I thought, and I’ll have to explain later, that I was too die soon.


Again, simply, what I could say is, “I found out what cognitive infiltration is, and how it can be used to make a persons life beyond miserable.” Not only does the American government wish to murder any like me… a tested and approved peaceful activist… I’ve handed my book over to Robert Lyn Dampos’s bosses, who work for this big bad espionage media mogul who are already copycatting my story, and probably even the way I wrote the manuscript, which was full of editorial crap like: *^^ >><>> …


Which are notes and not something one publishes.


When I learned about the LV Shooting, I stopped writing because I went back on to the Internet after writing 150 pages of the book detailing how American warlords, with corporate moguls, including Hollywood, have taken over America’s secret police through National Security Agencies mass spying capabilities.


My book is to report and expose how the Pedophile Rings are able to access and infiltrate any and all devices connected to the Internet.


Unfortunately, because this is real life, my real life memoir I’m writing, and it will expose some strange tactics that can all be pointed back to the CIA, the FBI, and again, Hollywood.


Everybody dies.


My book will detail and suspect a lot of murder, and it will all be suspected and placed blame onto the secret police and the “alphabet stew” and their hush hush over everything.


With the JFK papers coming out soon, everyone will begin to learn just what the secret police are sweating rocks about.


Furthermore, my book will come back weaving together how many of these terrorist attacks, including 9/11 was indeed an inside job.



I will be smeared.
Instead of letting the media smear me..


I’ve decided to take a tip from Tyrion Lannister and slowly leak out the things in my life that are stupid bullcrap that only teens would care about right?


Well. Maybe I won’t do that, but essentially, that is what is entertainment news right?


Following Anewwe’s Search For Eudaimonia,
We have the largest eye of all: the elite.


They’ve read 150+ pages of my book already.
Not only because I’m an idiot made scared by the LV Shooting, but because I gave my manuscript to that guy Dampos.




This is not a stunt. Dampos is not the man’s real name. But it sure is close to Campos, that Jesus Campos guy ..


My book will regurgitate information that already exists about electronic harassment devices. These, I call them heart attack devices, and I’ve got a great number of claims to make about how covert murders and cognitive infiltration has been causing deaths that seem health related or depression.


Cognitive infiltration can lead to force suicides.


My book will attempt to bring light to this situation with humor incorporated.


As such, I think it’s time to turn the light on to this blog. I think I’ll do a bit of spring cleaning?


I’ve got a lot of work to do guys. Not only as a full-blown writer, author, book writer, poet, I’ve got a lot to say after not saying much.


My problem is that my platform here at was never anything to begin with, but, I will stay true to me. I’m not anyone else. Anewwe is my trollish name, I have many. I’m an American citizen, and my unfinished  book is in the hands of warlords.


That book they have… it’s about them — but, it’s about me too.


Then again, even more, the story is about how I found the government believes in the afterlife, and that they try to use the laws of the universe for a different kind of control.


This book will detail how a personality, how a celebrity, could be scared into not saying how they were “discovered.”


Yes. Cover your eye.
Flap your wings.


My book, the pedophiles I want to expose, they have the book I foolishly handed over to that Dampos character. That guy. I wanted to detail how some artists are discovered.


Coming out is the scariest thing… but… I don’t have sex with children